Excitement, Then...Nothing

On Friday, my husband learned of a potential private adoption situation.  He waited until this morning to tell me about it (which is probably good for me).  I let myself get a little bit excited about it this morning.  Then, I found out more information about it.  It doesn't sound like it will be a good match for us.  Surprisingly, I'm not upset about it.  When I realized that it looks like the situation will be a mess and that the timing wouldn't be good for it, I felt peaceful with accepting the reality of it all.  I'm hoping this means I've grown and am evolving in my experience.