Big Fat Negative

This morning, I took a pregnancy test.  I knew that it was going to be negative, but couldn't help the disappointment when my suspicions were confirmed.  My pre-period symptoms have completely stopped.  The plan is to see what happens today.  If I feel crampy or have more spotting, then I'll wait another day or two to see if my period shows up.  If I have nothing today, then I'll start Provera tonight.  I'm a couple days ahead of when my doctor usually says to take it, but since I got a BFN first thing this morning and have no pregnancy symptoms, I'd say that I'm in the clear.  If I do start Provera today, I'll cancel my doctor's appointment for now. I want to have my progesterone levels checked, and if I'm on Provera (progesterone) when I go to see her, my levels would not be accurate.  

So now--time to wait some more!