My daughter and I love the Olivia books by Ian Falconer. My dear, dear friend gifted the first three books to my daughter about three years ago, and we have read them time and again since then. I think the books are hilarious (as does my daughter), and Olivia's personality reminds me so much of my daughter. Apparently there is a TV show about Olivia now and I've seen toys in the stores. There is a good chance that birthday number five will be Olivia themed.
Last summer, we purchased some Level 1 Reader books for our daughter. One of them is an adaption of an Olivia cartoon episode. The other day, my daughter sounded out a word on her own, so it was clear to me that is is ready to read. We sat down today to take a stab at the book. Much to my amazement, my daughter was able to read many of the words on her own. When we came upon a word that I had read to her before, she was able to remember it and read it on her own. Before bedtime tonight, we read the book again. This time, she was able to read entire pages on her own.
As a mother and English education major, my heart is soaring right now. I am absolutely thrilled that my daughter is grasping reading concepts at 4.5 years old. Even better, she is just as excited about her new skill and is hungry to learn more.
Saturday, June 4, 2011
Thursday, June 2, 2011
More Gluten
Yesterday, I took my daughter for a treat of frozen yogurt. I was hyper-vigilant about keeping her away from peanuts (she is severely allergic to them), but didn't think too much about gluten for me other than the obvious toppings. When we got home, I decided to look up the company's website on the internet and noticed they had nutritional information listed. They have many flavors of frozen yogurt, but two contain gluten--including the one I chose. I hoped that I would be okay, but of course that is not the case. This morning, my rash had returned. I haven't had a bad outbreak of it since I went off gluten a year ago.
I got in to see my doctor today to see if he wanted to do a skin biopsy. He said that my symptoms were enough for him to give me an official diagnosis: Celiac Disease. That may not seem like much, but I feel victorious. To have a confirmed named for my issues is helpful to me as well as my family, as it is hereditary.
I know you were wondering just what this dermatitis herpetiformis looks like. I took a picture to document what happened in case I couldn't get in to see the doctor before it cleared. Keep in mind that this developed overnight and is very mild compared to what I had a year ago. I have it on both legs and it is a raised, horribly itchy rash. You're welcome. LOL.
I got in to see my doctor today to see if he wanted to do a skin biopsy. He said that my symptoms were enough for him to give me an official diagnosis: Celiac Disease. That may not seem like much, but I feel victorious. To have a confirmed named for my issues is helpful to me as well as my family, as it is hereditary.
I know you were wondering just what this dermatitis herpetiformis looks like. I took a picture to document what happened in case I couldn't get in to see the doctor before it cleared. Keep in mind that this developed overnight and is very mild compared to what I had a year ago. I have it on both legs and it is a raised, horribly itchy rash. You're welcome. LOL.
Monday, May 23, 2011
More on Celiac
Here are some facts from The University of Chicago that are applicable to me. Over and over, it is stated that infertility and miscarriage are symptoms of Celiac Disease. For some reason, all of this is hitting me hard today. I'm angry that my doctors didn't consider CD at any point until I brought it up. Even then, my primary care provider was reluctant to test me for it and seemed a bit offended that I would suggest something. He completely dismissed me when my blood test came back negative, despite my blatantly obvious DH rash. My original OB gave me dose after dose of Clomid, unmonitored, despite the fact that all of my hormone levels were normal.
Don't get me wrong. I'm thankful that I finally know what is going on, but it is infuriating that it took so long for anything to be done about it--and even at this point, I'm not sure if my MD would acknowledge it. My new OB is receptive and supportive, thankfully. I just pray that this is the key factor in getting and staying pregnant.
Don't get me wrong. I'm thankful that I finally know what is going on, but it is infuriating that it took so long for anything to be done about it--and even at this point, I'm not sure if my MD would acknowledge it. My new OB is receptive and supportive, thankfully. I just pray that this is the key factor in getting and staying pregnant.
What is Celiac Disease?
Celiac disease is an inherited autoimmune disorder that affects the digestive process of the small intestine. The small intestine is connected to the stomach-the first parts of the small intestine, the duodenum and the jejunum, are where celiac disease is commonly found.
When a person who has celiac disease consumes gluten, a protein found in wheat, rye and barley, the individual's immune system responds by attacking the small intestine and inhibiting the absorption of important nutrients into the body.
Specifically, tiny fingerlike protrusions, called villi, on the lining of the small intestine are lost. Nutrients from food are absorbed into the bloodstream through these villi. Celiac disease can be associated to other autoimmune disorders and, undiagnosed and untreated, it can lead to osteoporosis, infertility, neurological conditions and in rare cases, cancer.
What is Dermatitis Herpetiformis?
Dermatitis herpetiformis (DH) is an itchy, blistering skin condition that is a form of celiac disease. The rash usually occurs on the elbows, knees, and buttocks and is characterized by its bilateral nature; both knees (and/or both arms) are affected, seldom just one. Many people with DH have no digestive symptoms and only about 40% of them have the positive blood tests (serology) for celiac disease: however, they almost always have the same, gluten-dependent intestinal damage as people with celiac disease.
Unless otherwise specified, the information pertaining to celiac disease also pertains to people with dermatitis herpetiformis. In addition to following a strict gluten free diet, DH is also commonly treated with a medication called Dapsone.
Unless otherwise specified, the information pertaining to celiac disease also pertains to people with dermatitis herpetiformis. In addition to following a strict gluten free diet, DH is also commonly treated with a medication called Dapsone.
Additionally, celiac disease often presents with seemingly unrelated symptoms, such as fatigue, joint pain, anemia and infertility, making diagnosis that much more difficult.
Symptoms may or may not occur in the digestive system. For example, one person might have diarrhea and abdominal pain, while another person has infertility or anemia. Some people develop celiac disease as children, others as adults. Symptoms of celiac disease may include one or more of the following:
Any individual who has experienced persistent miscarriage or infertility where a medical cause could not be found needs to be tested for celiac disease.
- Recurring abdominal bloating and pain
- Chronic diarrhea/constipation
- Vomiting
- Liver and biliary tract disorders ("Transaminitis," fatty liver, primary sclerosing cholangitis etc.)
- Weight loss
- Pale, foul-smelling stool
- Iron-deficiency anemia that does not respond to iron therapy
- Fatigue
- Failure to thrive or short stature
- Delayed puberty
- Pain in the joints
- Tingling numbness in the legs
- Pale sores inside the mouth
- A skin rash called dermatitis herpetiformis (DH)
- Tooth discoloration or loss of enamel
- Unexplained infertility, recurrent miscarriage
- Osteopenia (mild) or osteoporosis (more serious bone density problem)
- Peripheral Neuropathy
- Psychiatric disorders such as anxiety, depression
Saturday, May 21, 2011
Finally
After putting my temperature in my chart this morning, I finally got crosshairs--and solid ones at that. Unfortunately, there is no chance for pregnancy. I'm just happy that ovulation finally happened (on its own) and that there will hopefully be an end in sight.
Saturday, May 14, 2011
Crappy Chart
Last cycle, my chart was beautiful. I'd never had such textbook temperatures in my life--not even on Clomid. I was so excited and hopeful that it meant my body was finally getting back on track and that we could get pregnant on our own. Now this cycle is looking like a dud. I am currently on CD 19 with no obvious temperature shift. In my two-year history of charting, if I was going to ovulate, I would have by now. I don't have any of my post-ovulation symptoms, either, so I know it isn't just a charting error.
I'm very disappointed. I have a feeling this has something to do with my gluten binge on CD 1. I felt sorry for myself and gave into my gluten cravings. Before that, I had been so good. I had a spicy chicken sandwich and fries from Wendy's. It was delicious, but it looks like I'm paying for it more than one way.
Last cycle's chart:

This cycle's chart thus far:
I'm very disappointed. I have a feeling this has something to do with my gluten binge on CD 1. I felt sorry for myself and gave into my gluten cravings. Before that, I had been so good. I had a spicy chicken sandwich and fries from Wendy's. It was delicious, but it looks like I'm paying for it more than one way.
Last cycle's chart:
This cycle's chart thus far:
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Happy Birthday
Today, we should be celebrating our baby's first birthday. Instead, we will be honoring Baby May's memory. Last year, I planted a raspberry bush and released a balloon to mark the occasion. I just checked the bush yesterday and it is growing very nicely. There are a couple of blooms, which means at least two berries. :) I want to do something symbolic again, but I'm not sure what. My husband and I will be going to breakfast while our daughter is in preschool, so it will be nice to have a moment alone to remember.
I'm not sure how I feel. I am swamped with finals and end-of-school-year activities, so I haven't had much time to think. There is some hope that a year from now, things will be much different. Then again, I look over the past 2+ years and it makes me feel exhausted and defeated. I hadn't cried in a long time, that is, until I looked at the scrapbook page I made for Baby May. It brought the feelings back that had somewhat dulled over time. Our daughter is having a hard time being an only child lately. She desperately wants a sibling and has cried about it a couple of times. She asked why the social worker "won't let us have a baby brother or sister," so I had to explain to her that fostering/adoption is simply too hard for us right now.
One thing is certain--we will never forget Baby May. What a huge impact you have had on us, angel baby!
"You and I now, it can be alright. Just hold onto what we know is true. You and I now, though it's cold inside, feel the tide turning."
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Another Change in Direction
After much discussion and thought, we have decided that the foster/adoption option is not for us. We came to the conclusion about a month ago, but decided to hold onto the information for a while. Some of you may already know, but some not.
Our social worker made things quite difficult for us and we know that we could never live up to her expectations. Even if we were to persevere beyond her, I'm not sure we have the kind of time available to meet all of the needs of a child from foster care. There are physical and/or speech therapy, medical doctor, social worker, etc. appointments to be met along with arranging for visitation with birth parents. Court dates can take up a significant amount of time, as well as continually meeting all of the requirements of the agency.
Therefore, we have begun to try on our own again. You may have noticed my Fertilyfriend.com ticker under my other tickers. I have my annual exam in July, so I began charting again to show my doctor and see if I need any intervention. Thus far, things look like they are straightening out own their own. Let's hope this is truly the case. We will also mention to my doctor that we would like to be considered in case any of his patients are considering adoption for their babies. That would be a private adoption, and it would be rather costly, but we will find a way if the situation presents itself.
Thank you for your continued support. It means more than you know!
Our social worker made things quite difficult for us and we know that we could never live up to her expectations. Even if we were to persevere beyond her, I'm not sure we have the kind of time available to meet all of the needs of a child from foster care. There are physical and/or speech therapy, medical doctor, social worker, etc. appointments to be met along with arranging for visitation with birth parents. Court dates can take up a significant amount of time, as well as continually meeting all of the requirements of the agency.
Therefore, we have begun to try on our own again. You may have noticed my Fertilyfriend.com ticker under my other tickers. I have my annual exam in July, so I began charting again to show my doctor and see if I need any intervention. Thus far, things look like they are straightening out own their own. Let's hope this is truly the case. We will also mention to my doctor that we would like to be considered in case any of his patients are considering adoption for their babies. That would be a private adoption, and it would be rather costly, but we will find a way if the situation presents itself.
Thank you for your continued support. It means more than you know!
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